While being at ministers’ conference on Monday night, the Lord smacked me that night. He begins to show me things to come and what I would do in the future. I really realized that there was no limits and nothing that could stop me from pursuing all that God had for me. It was a death to me. Tuesday night was an awesome night as well. The Lord really begins to deal with me about the nations, and hearing the sound of the nations continually as you go about your day. The minister’s conference was refreshing and life changing.
The Holy Spirit took things out of me that didn’t belong, he healed my heart. I was starting to get into a routine and then the Lord messed me up those nights. Listening to Dr. Phil talking about Kingdom culture was great. He talked about people that have to impress you instead of impress God and how they strive in the flesh to gain man’s approval instead of God’s approval. It was awesome and changed my life. I understood how God responds to seed as Ted begin to preach on sowing seed.
The Lord really begin to break my heart for Mexico and other nations, knowing that I will shake these places in the future. It was awesome to be refreshed and to sit under and listen to great men of God who have paved the way. After the week of ministers’ conference I was refreshed and was truly never the same. I had to make some adjustments that have helped me grow here in R.B.I
The Minister’s conference “no limits no boundaries” really caused me to think even more about what I need to be doing. I never realized that the Lord is trying to enlarge each of us, on the inside, as much as I realized it during this conference. This must happen so that we can reach those he has for us to reach. I saw this as a picture in my mind, where you start as a dry expanse when in the world. After your born again, you get a small amount of water to help your heart to grow(so to speak). When you yield more and more, the water which was a tiny dribble, becomes more which washes over us. If we keep yielding this expanse grows deeper and wider becoming like the grand canyon inside of us. This feeds us but allows what is in us to flow through us to others when we share with them. It can renew us totally and give us a whole new course which is what the Lord wants. I really felt like I need to press in to God in every way to hear his voice and be washed by his river of life. I want the water course of his word and his love to totally cleanse me and renew me. I no longer want to follow the old course for my life. I don’t want to settle for being another mediocre christian. I want the dam that is inside me to break and change me totally forever. I want to reach the world with the news that Jesus Christ died for each of us.
People around this earth are dying and not everyone of them knows about Jesus. There have been many great men of God who have gone before us and many who are out there now. These are breaking new ground but they need us, with all the Lord has put in each of us, to jump in and move it. I love hearing about missions and yet everywhere is a mission field. Even your own neighborhood and have you been out there taking ground, expanding the vision?
Such a great expense is caused by taking ground and working the vision the Lord has. We can do what we need to do with what we have and yet there are those who are called to fund that harvest that is coming. I was a bit confused because I know I am a soul winner and feel called to nations. I also feel a strong pull to fund the end time harvest. Such a great amount of funds are needed and we need to get away from doing anything with this worlds way of doing business. What ever the Lord is up to, he knows better than me just how to use my talents the way he designates. I just need to yield and let him wash my new watercourse deep and clean. He gives us everything we need and causes signs and wonders to follow. This is for us to display his power and let those out there see that God loves them. It is nothing we do in anyway as we are the vessel that is used. When we preach the gospel of Jesus then He shows up. People get healed, set free and set on fire. The ministers that came during this week needed refreshed and set ablaze again.
Right now we can shake Tampa while in school but we need the rushing river of God so we can remain on his course for our lives. We must go shake the places God has for us so I need to take advantage of every moment to press in and know how to navigate into the next step for me. The ideas I have been given must take shape into what the Lord has for me and not the other way around.
I worked most of the conference either at book tables or in shipping putting together product, burning DVD’s, CD’s ect. I did get to see some online while working. I look forward to hearing each and every service and hearing even more.