The importance of character.
Character is a subject that is not discussed in
many circles today. Problems arise when ministries are
growing too fast. In other words, the anointing upon the
person’s life has developed faster than the character of the
individual. Ten or twenty years down the line, it blows up
and the ministry comes to nothing because they didn’t
allow their character to develop.
They didn’t walk in the fruit of the Spirit. They
didn’t walk in love. They didn’t walk in the joy of the
Lord. They didn’t work on their marriage. They didn’t
make sure they had a solid foundation at home. They
didn’t take care of their children. Their children end up
backsliding away from God. They end up in a divorce
and things just don’t have a solid foundation.
Counting the Cost
“No one builds a tower unless he counts the cost.”
Do you realize the cost of being involved in the ministry?
It’s glamorous to look like you are going into the
ministry, but have you realized the cost? What price will
you have to pay to walk in that place?
When I started in the ministry, I was, as they say
in the military, gung-ho. I was ready for anything. If God
wanted me to run an arctic expedition and preach to the
Eskimos I would have done it. I was ready to go at the
drop of a hat, without ever finding out what it entailed.
Sometimes it is good to be that way, because if you knew
what was coming up, you wouldn’t go in the first place.
I am reminded when the Gulf War was on and the
young men were going to the Persian Gulf. Different age
groups were going. There were the eighteen-year-olds,
just out of school, who had watched several Rambo
movies. Then there were the guys who were twenty years
older, who had been through the Vietnam War. They
were going out of a different sense of duty.
The young man didn’t know what he was getting
himself into. The first time he dives in a fox hole and
those mortars are flying over his head, he suddenly
realizes he is in the middle of war. The older man knew
what the commitment was because he had already faced
the heat of the battle.
Coming Ready or Not
When you first enlist in God’s army, you may not
know what it entails. Sometimes you say, “Lord, I’m
ready for this.” That is the way I was. I would pray,
“Lord, I’m ready for that. Lord, I’m ready to go here.
Lord, I’m ready to do this.”
The Lord said, “Rodney, sit down and shut up.” I
would get upset and complain, and the Lord said, “You
are not ready.”
Then you go through several years of saying, “I’m
not ready, Lord, I’m not ready, I’m not ready.” The Lord
comes to you and says, “Now, Rodney, go and do that.”
“O God, I’m not ready!”
He says, “Yes, you are.”
You see, four or five years ago, you were ready in
your own ability, but now you know you can’t do it in
your own ability. So you are ready in His ability. When
we are not ready in our ability, when we feel the weakest,
that is the time when the Spirit of God can rest the
strongest upon us.
When I Am Weak Then I Am Strong
Like the Apostle Paul said, “When I am weak,
then I am strong” (Second Corinthians 12:10). He was
able to say this in the middle of trials and tribulations.
Paul had a thorn in the flesh, which was not sickness and
disease, but was persecution. Everywhere he went in his
life and ministry, he was either shipwrecked, beaten, left
for dead, spent time in jail, spent a night and a day in the
deep – he always had troubles and persecutions.
Paul prayed, “Lord, remove this thing from me.”
Some people think he got rid of it. No, he didn’t. The
Lord said to him, “No, I’m not going to remove it from
you. My grace is sufficient for you. My anointing is
sufficient for you. My ability is sufficient for you to bear
this persecution.”
So Paul said, “Most gladly therefore will I rather
glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest
upon me” (Second Corinthians 12:9). He didn’t say
anything about sickness. He said, “I will rejoice in my
infirmities and my weaknesses that the power of Christ
may rest upon me.” Remember that the Lord sent Ananias
to Saul to tell him the things he would suffer for the name
of Jesus.